Thoughts

Usually i post pics of things we have done. This time i thought i would right some of my thoughts. I am so greatful for the friends i can call up when i am having just one of those days. Lately its been a lot. I am trying to stay positive and busy but there are some days it just hits and it hits hard. Cor and i have been married for 2 years its crazy it has gone so fast! It has been so fun we have done so much! Greece was amazing it was a trip of a lifetime! We bought our first home. I love it! It has been so nice having a place of our own though it is a little big just for us. I am greatful for cory's job we can do those things. So much on my mind and I cant write any of it. We are going through a journey that i never thought would be ours. I wonder and wonder why? Why am i the only one. (It feels like to me of course.) It is so hard some days to be happy and excited.  I really am. It still hurts inside. I know there is a plan. I know one day it will happen but for now i will be patient. Ok try to be patient. Heavenly Father knows whats best for us and I need trust him. For now we have each other and our faith to lean on that all will work out.