I dont know to blog how i feel or just hold in. I feel so alone right now and dont know where to go who to talk to. A week ago we found out that our first ivf attempt didnt work. It was hard to hear but i knew i wasnt pregnant. I had no signs of pregnancy even though i was told i probably wont get any tell i was farther along. I tried to stay positive everyday. Hoping that this time it would be a positive pregnancy test. I guess we will have to wait a little longer for that day to come. Thats all i can put into words. Even though there is so much more inside that wants to come out i cant write it down.
I'm so sorry, Kylee. If you ever feel like talking, you can always talk to me. And even if you don't feel like talking, you can always talk to Heavenly Father because he's the best listener ever. Love you!
ReplyDeletei am always here... you should talk to your heavenly father, maybe just cry. he knows and understands. xoxo
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry! I don't know exactly how you feel, but I had a miscarriage before I got pregnant with Anna and it took quite a while to get pregnant with her. When I had the miscarriage I was devastated and depressed for a long time and I felt like I would never get pregnant again. The best advice someone gave me was to trust in Heavenly Father because he knows what the "perfect timing" for you is. It is hard waiting, but so worth it and I hope things work out soon! Love you lots!
ReplyDeleteI heard the news...this has got to be so frustrating for you. If you need to get your mind off things give me a call! We can go to the gym or do some sewing:) Love you guys!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear this. My older sister has had infertility issues as well. She got pregnant on their own, and then had a miscarriage. She was devastated. But going through this has made her so much stronger and so much closer to our Heavenly Father. You two have a righteous desire to start a family, and you know the Lord will bless you with what you two need. Sorry to get so personal and I don't really know you! :) I know it is hard to stay positive, but just pray... alot. I recently read a book that you might love. It is by Elder Lund, called Divine Signatures. It is amazing, and I think you would love it.
ReplyDeleteOh Kylee, I'm so sorry!! I have no doubt that you will be a mommy someday soon, and you'll be a GREAT mom!! But our faith does have to be tested, even if its just to trust in the Lord's timing. I don't pretend to have a clue what you're going through but I do understand the desire and longing to have a baby. We haven't started trying yet because we still need to get a couple things worked out. But I've been wanting to get going for awhile now. And it scares me that it will take forever, when we've already waited 3 years. I just have to remember that the Lord knows when the perfect time is for us.
ReplyDeleteWe really need to get together sometime soon!! We live so close to each other now!