another try...

Well yesterday was the day we would find out if our lives would change in 2012. We did another round of IVF-ICSI through December we didnt want anyone to know so we kept on the DL We thought it was the best for the both of us. I am sorry to you who asked about it... It was a smooth process other than I got really sick after the retrieval and super swollen... that was about it though..  It was all the medication and nerves... they dont mix well.... . The nurses and doctors were great and so supportive  through the whole thing. We were sure this was it.  I just got that call ... "I am sorry I have bad news... its a negative." I hoped and prayed so hard that it would be our turn to start our family. I guess we will have to wait a little longer.

There are so many blogs out there of couples in the same position. It amazes me. It assures me I am not alone.  I love to read there stories and then find out that they are expecting. Its so exciting for them I dont wish this pain on anyone! I haven't got the courage to really open up about our infertility. It is really hard. I am so grateful for the girls that have the power and strength to share their story. I find friendship and comfort knowing I am not alone and I have someone I can talk to who can relate.

I do want all my friends and family to know how grateful I am for your prayers and patience support.  You all help me in a way I cant explain. I will still hope and pray that day will come were we get to start our family. I am keeping my fingers crossed that 2012 is our year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) Bring on 2012!