Well I did it... I am taking a break from Facebook for while. It gets so addicting to check all the time when its on your phone. It is a nice thing to have to keep in the loop with friends and family, but it feels like all that has been the topic is pregnancy, babies, announcing, baby pics, pregnancy pics, how to do this when pregnant, how to do that when pregnant..blah..blah..blah.. I know that I am not pregnant and struggling to get pregnant but I don't need that reminder every day. Do not get me wrong I am happy for all the ones that are (
inside I am super jealous and screaming) Especially for the ones I know that have struggled. I am happy for them and wish them the best but cant help to think when is it my turn.
I try to be strong and positive about the situation but I feel I am getting weaker and wearing down. I am trying to what I can to get my mind of the topic but I feel I cant get away from it.. I am at the store and every other person I see is.. YeP! pregnant! Really any where I go there are 100s
(not literary but feels that way).
I wish I was stronger than I am. I see and hear so many women that get through this but I don't know if I have that strength they did and do. There is only so much you can do to keep you busy enough to get your mind off of the subject but when it feels its smeared in your face constantly I feel like breaking down.
Here are a few quotes that I have liked to help (a little)
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| A good thing to remember |
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| This is who baby k is with, knowing baby is in good hands and taken care of until its time to join our family |
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| This one I want to frame and put by my mirror |
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| I know Cor will make a GREAT father! |
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| a little pick me up |
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| I hope to be the best mother and remember our children are a blessing , not a chore |
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| One thing I need to remember through this trial |
I am sorry you are struggling right now. I think the reason you notice all the pregnant women is because that is something you so badly desire. There are just as many pregnant women at any given time, but now that that is something you are prepared for you are more aware of all the little bumps. It's like a car (not exactly) but it is all I can think to relate the awareness to. Anywho, you never notice a certain car and think it is somewhat rare until you buy one. Then it seems like you seem them everywhere. Does that make sense? And you are far stronger than you give yourself credit for. I think that taking a break from fb in and of itself is a good choice. As you know I deleted my account. Although you are struggling with something so personal try to enjoy life and its moments. Your time will come. The hardest part to remember it is not on our time. Be strong!
ReplyDeletelove you ky.
ReplyDeletemy facebook break, and blog break this summer have been the best thing! i have not been this happy in a long time.
know that i am thinking of you!!
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