Rainy day

I am sure blogs are supposed to be full of happiness and exciting things going on in our lives. Honestly I am not feeling that way tonight!  Have you ever been so happy and you could see the light at the end of the tunnel thru rough times then all the sudden it goes black! That would sum it up. I dont know what else to say I like to write down my feelings it feels better than holding them in and then exploding one day! I really am considering throwing my computer out so i wont be tempted to check facebook or blogs. Then it does make me feel a little better keeping in touch with friends. On the other days not so much! My thoughts are so raddled I dont even know how to make sense of things. I know exactly where i need to go and get away from all this... yes the temple. Why didnt i think of that before?!